
There were times that I had to sternly correct them and remind them that I truly do have their best interest in mind…even if it means playing the bad guy to keep them safe. Deep down, I know they appreciated it.
Because of a HUGE language gap, I observed and prayed a lot of the time especially during night meetings when I had no idea what was being said. This was a good trip to just watch and pick up on nonverbals.
On one of the last nights, I went into the room of some of my seventh grade girls… we did makeovers! Well, out of the blue one of them asked me, “Do you believe in God?” I replied and asked her the same. She nervously replied, “I tink it exist, but no more.” See this special girl has had a very difficult life and has been put in compromising situations with and without family. In her eyes I could see how she might see that God did exist to make the world, but later took a “hands off approach.” After all, where was He when she was young? Picking up on her nervousness, I sensed that now was not the time. She was not ready. However, I am convinced that one time; during another point in her life… she will wrestle with the same questions again. A short "boxed up" answer will no longer sustain her and she will need a true response. Oh, I hope so much for that day to come quickly. I desire for her to feel at res

However, patience comes with that. As I was writing this a parable came to mind about a son who chose to take a different path than what was desired of him. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him, he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.” This is such a beautiful picture of Christ, our father who does embrace us if we are willing. I couldn’t think of a sweeter place to be- not at the top of a snowy mountain, not in my bed safe asleep, or even with a group of my closest friends...only safely held in the arms of my Father.
1 comment:
truly, a good call... i can relate.
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